Life in Amrikaa!!

I believe in money! Yes. Money in the world, can do any damn thing. It can make your life as crazy as possible. 'Crazy' might be the wrong word but it is true. Being fascinated by money and charting my own path to USA, I came here, a world which is as heavenly as earthly!! I know, it is an insane comparison, but the fact remains the same. Initial days, OMG!! this place is where I belong, kind of feeling. Masters in US, "Kewl bro! booze, babes, pubs, night culture etc." DAMN loads of shit!! Ended up working in a food-court, cleaning utensils, floors. "Ghar pe bartan bhi nai dothey. Yaha dus dus logon ko khana banathey".
The only best thing about doing Masters is doing Masters. Yes, got my degree after 2 years of heavenly hell!! Last semester, last part of student life as of then. Job? Dude chill!! you'll definitely get one "chalo pub jayenge, dharu peeyenge.. aur kab kartha ye sab?" . I bet that dude who 'chilled' me is into Microsoft or Amazon.  Me, ended up in a start up earning enough to start clearing loans back in India. God knows when I'll clear them!! I don't demoralize myself but it is happening.

Just want to get out of this hell and be with my family as soon as I can.
Started this page to write more about how I spent time here and fun being in here. I swear, I don't want to recollect those nightmares!! 

My Goals in Life

I am the person with high ethical values on how the society has to be in present day. I see many deplorable acts  now-a-days in the society which are least concerned by the government. Some of them are explicated below.

Starting with 'Children', there are many who still dream of studying, no no!!! many who still don't know what studying is. This may be because of lack of cognizance in parents who had their childhood without study. Parents who are poor and whose living conditions are hapless, don't want their children to study but to work on a daily wage basis in mucky and swampy places where normal people do not even dare to have a look. 

Other reason could be parents who are arrogant and want their children especially girls, to be at home. This is still happening in remote villages. There could be many reasons. But the point I want to foreground is "Children who do not study and who are laborers in some mean jobs", the main consequence for the country's downfall. 

My goal is to run a school in the name of my parents, which provide free and efficient education for such children by convincing their parents and by bringing awareness among them. A school which also gratify the needs of such parents who want their children to have holistic education. A school which facilitates students to achieve their optimum potential and equipping them to meet the challenges of life. I know this is a time and money consuming process. But, I pride myself to have enough patience and enough knowledge to reach my goal.

Next problem is of 'Old Age'. As the world is in its fastest haste in every technology, people find no time even to look for themselves. So, they are ignoring the basic needs of their parents who actually have to enjoy their old age. People who buried their past of how they are in such a groovy position because of their parents, are casting off their old parents in some old age homes. What if their children does the same thing to them? Anyways, if we think these senior citizens are having their felicitous life in old age homes, we are absolutely wrong. Many old age homes in present day are least bothered about safety and health of old people but are looking for huge profits and make their living by sucking the old blood. There had been many videos on how old people are being treated gravely in old age homes. I seriously and strongly condemn this type of mingy acts.

When I thought of what I could do for senior citizens who have much experience on how the society works, I have decided on starting an old age home where the staff and nurses are highly experienced in social activities and make sure that, the old people are really enjoying their last days as if they are with their children. 

As of now, I just thought of these two issues. But, if I am done with this, I will definitely start various other social service programs and try to find real meaning of my life. 

My name conveys the meaning of happiness which I want to see in the world. 

I swear on my life that at least some of my goals will be reached. Wish me good luck. Thank you.        

Love Life

Well, Love is something which doesn't care of anything. Anything here, I mean is person, money, caste, age etc. We never know whom do we love or we never think of it unless we actually do. That's why I guess, it is said that "Love is Blind".

My love life started when I was doing my Engineering. People were crazy about cricket at that time. Ahem ahem, I was one among them. So we had a match with a team of different section. I don't really know whether I was fortunate or the other way around, but I was the captain of my team and also, we won the match. "We Won The Match!!" I could see pride in my eyes. :D And then, one of my friends in the opposite team animadverted me for my scathing remarks about their team with college girls(Girls in this context I would like to admit that, they can't hold back things unless it is said to others). But I was not the culprit. I was intimidated of being hurt mentally, seeing "L" mark on their faces after losing match with us and blaming me for something which I have never done, I have called the person(Girl) from our class who was some way responsible for all this happening and thought of having words with her. Even my friends, my team mates supported me to censure her.

But I don't know why, I was baffled at that situation whether to curse her or to praise her. Let me say something which I was thinking at that time for the first time in my life.

"The first word I listened from you would never ever be forgettable in my life. Your voice is like a phonation out of a flute. I can stay still my entire life just listening to you. My world is blank now and I am only listening to your angelic voice which made my day wonderful."

No words!! seriously, I was dumb and my ears were only working to listen her.

Out of imaginary world, I actually asked her what was happening and who was responsible to so called "issue". (In a polite way of course). I don't know what happened later, we became good friends. We used to meet after the class, go for a walk in the campus, exchange assignments, talk over phone every night, what not, everything. May be its true that a boy and girl cannot be friends forever. This is proved in my case. On a fantastic occasion, I proposed her and I was not prepared for a negative reply. Luckily, without any wait, she accepted me and its been four complete years we were together.

I would like to take a chance in saying few words about her. Her eyes, are like diamonds. A diamond has millions of colors so as her eyes. She can convey any expression with her eyes. Man I love those eyes. Smile, oh god!! I can spend my entire earnings to buy such a smile. I am stopping here now. Because, I would like to hide things about her, in me. I don't want others to know about this.(Seems possessive right? Yes I am).

We enjoyed each and every moment we spent together. We used to think that others should feel envious towards us, thinking, we are the best couple in the entire world. Of course we had many conflicts and sometimes even worse and even before starting this text, we had a fight. But every time someone will kick their ego and start talking in a way as if nothing was happened. We give our shoulder to each other to cry on. We share both evens and odds and try to sort out things.

I even heard that, Long Distance Relationships do not carry out. But this is wrong in my case. I am studying in US and she is in India. We were away from each other from past 8 months(It doesn't matter even if it is like lifetime. We love each other no matter what.) and even now we didn't stop talking to each other even a single day. I don't say just talking conveys love, but every feeling that love has, we are going through.

I don't want to say I Miss her but I can't control to say it. "I Miss You My Love. I know even you miss me, but don't worry dear, we will be together forever in no time."

I Love You Sweet Heart. :-*